Day 12- Out There

It's been some time since I've written. Homework is stacking up and now that the cold is gone, I also have to do some yard work. I feel like I can never have a moment to just relax. There are huge shadows under my eyes from sleep deprivation, but I can't catch up on my sleep. I just have too much to do and some of my work carries into the night. I hold on to the slight ray of hope that lights my future. In just 3 weeks, I'll have a little more breathing room and some freetime to do whatever I want. Less work, more sleep, and maybe some videogames with my crazy brothers.

Now that it's finally warm outside, I feel the need to be out there constantly. Biking and running are some of my favorite past-times and I just don't have the time to do either. For once in my life, I'm thankful to go outside during the weekends to do yardwork. It's hard work, but at least I get to be inside and not trapped in my room, staring out at the barren trees and dead plants. Outside has become even more of a haven and a quiet corner just to relax and catch up on my assignments. I thank Mother Nature for her generosity and I pray that  she'll continue to be kind for the coming days.

Even with all the tests coming up and the overload of work, I just do not feel stressed. How can I when it's so beautiful out and I feel like everything's going right? If you ever have had one of those days, you know exactly what I mean. It's like holding a delicious icecream cone in your hand for each waking minute of your day. Mmmm.....

I look outside the window every morning now and as I stand there in awe, one might hear me say, "Don't worry, I'll be out there soon. You don't need to wait long, trees. Just a few more weeks." I believe each word and hold myself true to my word. If I'm not out there soon, I'll scream. And for anyone who knows me, screaming would be an accomplishment. Just keep being patient Sky.... you'll pull through. You always do.