Day 5- Band-Aids Really Can Help

I shed off the sad Sky. I woke up new and ready. It doesn't mean that I'm going to like doing homework this next week, but I suppose I can now muster up enough energy to do it. I even got a hair cut and it makes me feel so much lighter and freer. I can't wait until the next gust of wind to run outside and let my hair blow in the wind. I'm even well rested so I can go out and party some more. It's a new week, maybe I can even catch Jay's attention.

I've realized that I do actually understand technology better than I thought. With all the fancy new computer, cell phone, and iPod technology out there, I just can't seem to keep up. I've been working on personalizing all my high-tech gadgets all weekend and I'm satisfied at last. I just keep having feelings that life is great. It must be all the radio hits I've been listening to lately. They really put me in a positive mood. As always reading and cleaning are my escapes.

I've also been trying to develop my talents even more. I've been doodling and sketching more and even writing new stories. Maybe I can share them with more people than just my best friends. I also have a sudden craving to learn the piano, guitar, and oboe. Can it be possible to play that many instruments? With the summer break coming up in a few months, I can hardly wait to get a jump start on all these new talents.

I see Jay again tomorrow. I'm nervous after not talking to him for a while. I hope he's okay with my new haircut. I wonder what I can do during my special hour with him. If I read will it make me look smarter? If I do homework, will he think I'm a jerk? If I play music or games on my iPod, will he think I'm a gamer and technologically advanced? Maybe I should just talk with my friends like usual and be myself. That's the obvious choice isn't it? I just don't know what to act like around him anymore.

We'll just see what tomorrow brings. I have a feeling it's going to be pretty good. I sure hope so anyway. I'm looking forward to waking up early. Is that a good sign? Maybe I really am not a typical teenage girl. I need some advice from my friends. How should I act to be more attractive, both my looks and personality without changing who I am inside?