It is Monday. Usually it's the worst day of the week. Plus I got to bed a little late last night. I even had to skip my favorite breakfast cereal in order to get to school on time. I am now wearing one of my least favorite outfits, my hair isn't cooperating, and I can't concentrate properly.Why then, do I have such a positive attitude? This is not like me at all.
We watch a movie in history. So far the day's off to a good start. Again, I ask myself, why? They serve one of my favorite lunches today in the cafeteria. At this point, I am starting to think I am dreaming. It all seems too suspicious to be real.
Jay wanders around with me at lunch. He seems to be a bit more playful today and I can't resist hugging him, perhaps a little more than he wants. Yet his mind still seems to be on other things. I have to wonder, what is he thinking about? In science class, he seems tired, wary, and even tries to ignore me when I poke his back. Why is that?
Back at home, I have no obligations, just me and a bunch of free time. When does this ever happen to me besides today? I enjoy my leisure time by watching youtube videos, listening to all my favorite songs, and going crazy outside. For some reason I have a rare burst of energy that carries me from one activity to the next at rapid speed. I even attempt a cartwheel. I never have this much energy. I find myself thinking yet again, why?
The big question today, as I'm sure you know, is why? Why, why why?
Then I know. Just a few days ago I decided Sky was going to change for the better because there are so many things I wish I can change. Just deciding I was going to get better seems to have helped my life out. I guess having a positive attitude really does help. Oh wonderful. That means my mom was right. I hate it when she's right!
Well it looks like I've got the extra energy change down. I'm going to keep it up. However, I've still got a long way to go. For now I must wait and see what tomorrow's changes bring.
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