Day 16- Thank You, This Life Was Great

I've given off all of my emotion. It's gone now. I feel like I've just woken up from a car crash. The tension built up until the moment of impact when everything went black. Now I'm calm, emotionless, empty. Like tabula rasa, it's time to start anew. I've been given the chance to be reborn. The question is now, will I take that opportunity?

To you, I speak to you, only you. You're an angel. You were sweet and still are. How did I end up with a friend like you? You make me feel wanted and special, like something you look forward to seeing. You hurt when I hurt. You cry when I cry. You smile when I smile and laugh when I laugh. You're a true friend. I beat myself up and thus beat you up by extension. I hurt you. How could I when you have given me nothing but kindness? I am telling you now. I realize how wonderful you are now. I see what you have done for me. I know the pain you now go through for me. Has anyone ever done something like that for me? No. Only you. That is why I love you, though I never saw it before, though I never knew just exactly why. I am telling you now, thank you.

You were my miracle that made the sun shine when the sky was gray, turning darker. You made me feel completely content with myself. Then and only then was the moment of defeat. The world sighed a moment of peace with sadness and anger vanquished forever. True, it's back, but could anyone else have done that for me? You gave me breathing room and it's time to take advantage of that. Just like you wanted, I'll stand in the light again. No, I won't hang my head as I walk, I'll hold it high. I won't hold my stomach and try hard to make myself invisible. I'll stand tall and smile, yes smile again. I'll let my strength show, I'll step into the spotlight. I'll shine, just like you wanted. Thank you.

I'll now move on. You know the strength I hold. Only you thought I'd pull through. Only you knew I'd pull through. You were right. Now it's my turn to help you. No more me, myself, and I. No more selfishness. It's all about you now. I want to help you. Give me your hand, I'll take away your pain. I'll be there for you forever. It's the least I can do for all you've done for me. Ask me for anything, I'll deliver. I love you always, but better now. Thank you.

Thank you.